19 November 2012

BECAUSE I CUT MY HAIR SHORT

Everybody asks questions on me like "do you have a problem?”,” who broke your heart last night?" and "WHY?" because they saw me with my ear-length haircut.  Yes! I cut my hair too short and nobody really knows the reason behind it.  

All through my college life I promise myself to keep my hair short not until I graduated.  Yesterday, I received my evaluation form from school that serves as my graduation pass which I’ve waited for five and a half years and I think because of that happiness I felt chopping  my hair too short for the last time. 

 
Who will believe me for just because of that lame reason, right?  Actually, that’s a little part of it but the real cause for cutting it all off is my way of relieving stress. You sound me correctly, stress from people around affecting me.  Just like the band Pavement once sang, “Darlin’ don’t you go and cut your hair, do you think it’s gonna make him change?”  But it’s the other way around, I convinced myself that maybe if I change a bit he will appreciate me. In fact, I informed him a day before I went to salon and I thought for  the very least, he will understand that I was going through something very emotional and more than likely, something much related to him.  But the bottom line… I didn't hear any complains nor questions from him.  The only person who felt upset that time for wasting upon my long straight black hair was the poor hair-cutter.  She said “Bad hair days were gone and move on” and I was touched and felt her sincerity.

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